The Two Mile Circle
(or Yesterdays Walk)
Heavy and wet-
Torrents of rain
Cold and damp,-
I saw snow flakes.
There was reluctance, and procrastination.
I called it contentment
There was avoidance by napping.
I said I was tired.
Getting dusky-
the
rain
stopped.
Ever so annoyed I put on a coat and a rain coat over that.
I was NOT going to carry a dumb umbrella.
I put on my hat and my gloves,
Pepper black lab and princess of all that is right with my life-
looked at me quivering in anticipation-- "a walk? oh really!! A WALK!!! Oh I just can't stand it -
I
am
so so so so so
SO
exited.!!!"
"What? You say it is cold and wet?
What? A Walk- oh a walk..."
So out we go.
It was so much better when I was writing small stones- walks were full of wonder.
Even though it was January.
But now this month I march with the discussion of faith on my mind.
Nothing is tidy, nothing stays were I put it.
Just when I think I can express things clearly the fog rolls in, someone tracks mud on my ideas, the dog throws up on the rug, I notice my closet is too full,I loose my train of thought, a plant needs watering, the phone rings, a brother gets evicted from his house, a bowl shatters, and most of these things I could handle before I thought about faith...
Or
Or what?
Or I just knew the sky would clear, the mud got wiped up, the rug got cleaned up, I removed a a piece of clothing and that was enough, I laughed, brought water to the plant, answered the phone- or not. Did not fret about my brother, yelled at the dog for breaking the bowl, and moved on.
Or did I?
Half way home - I begin to warm up, my heart lifts, I know I will be alright.
Yesterdays stone-
My faith in understanding faith
Made a two mile circle in my mind
Good thing I left and came back home.
Today I was mercifully gifted with two perfect permissions to breathe- and when I mindfully breathe I allow room for faith- even if I don't understand it.
Fiona's writings on Perseverance -
(I am taking part in Writing as a Spiritual Practice this month with Fiona)
My Daily Calendar reminder -"Patience is the best remedy for most trouble..."
"It is not good to have zeal without knowledge, nor to be hasty and miss the way." Proverbs 19:2
May your guideposts to faith always come at just the right time. But know this~ if you loose your faith there will be those of us praying you through. Blessings- teri